You can ask yourself “Why” as much and for as long as you want. But there comes a time when you have to realize you’ll never know the answer.
I’m sorry. I’m so sorry. I’m just a burden, always have been. Sorry for it all.
Its like people enjoy telling me things that they know will upset me. Thanks for that. especially since for once I wasnt feeling sad. That lasted long.
I don’t wanna be lonely and sad anymore
Even tho you probably hate me, I hope you are truly happy, you deserve to be.
Why the hell am i so damn emotional. I need a hug. Shit.
Waking up, wanting to kill yourself, is not a good way to start your day.
Anonymous asked - "then you need to let go of the things that are hurting you by maybe even living somewhere else. a new environment will help"
I have been trying soo hard to let shit go, I get over one thing and something else happens and brings it all back to me. I would move, except everytbing is here, work, friends, family, i dont think i could up and leave.
Anonymous asked - "I just want you to be happy"
I want to be happy, but there comes a time when you realize you might not ever be truly happy again. You know that the momentary feeling of being happy is followed with everything coming crashing down, but I’ll continue to try I guess.
Needing someone to talk to and having noone is horrible. Crying by myself in the hotel room sucks.
